For a long time, I accepted the New Year the way most of us are taught to: a clean line between what was and what might be, a moment of collective pause followed almost immediately by the expectation of renewal. We count down together, turn the calendar, and wake the next morning in a year that has somehow been declared new. I have always liked the ritual more than I believed the story behind it. There is something lovely about gathering with friends at a threshold, raising a

There comes a point in every great transition when the horizon disappears. The plans that once gave you direction crumble. The numbers stop making sense. The people who promised to stay fade into their own uncertainty. And suddenly, you’re left standing in the ashes of what used to feel solid, with no clear path ahead. It is a particular kind of emptiness because you have not only lost something behind you; you have lost your ability to picture what comes next. The old dream

Keeper of the damp earth, you rise from mud and moonlight, skin glistening like the memory of rain, eyes heavy with ancient knowing. You are not only lowly, but a vessel: the one who carries transformation in your dewey flesh. Your body bears the mark of both realms, water and soil, birth and decay, reminding us that life itself is a cycle of dissolving and return. Once, they feared your touch, said you carried curses in your skin, poison in your breath, that witches hid your