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Those Who Left Germany
They are not the Germans we usually talk about when we remember the Nazi era. They are not primarily remembered through deportations, ghettos, or camps, although some who initially escaped would later be caught by the German advance across Europe. They were among those who left Germany while the future was still uncertain: Jews, political opponents, academics, writers, artists, professionals, and others who understood that something fundamental had changed before anyone could

Jillian Aurora
Jan 266 min read


2025 Reflections
This year, I walked through more grief than I thought I could handle. There were many moments when I was sure I would break. Sometimes I still feel like I might. This was not a year of gentle transition or peaceful endings. It was a year that felt cruel. I willingly left an ecosystem I loved more dearly than I had ever loved anything. I left a life that had grown thick with meaning and texture. I miss my dog and my old cat Hector with an ache that doesn’t leave. I miss feedin

Jillian Aurora
Jan 33 min read


Sitting With the Ache of It All
I’ve been carrying a heavy mix of emotions lately. Back home, in the streets where I grew up, innocent and hardworking Mexican immigrants are being taken into big unmarked trucks — disappeared under the cover of night. Families are left wondering where their loved one is and if they will ever see them again. Dreams are erased. People who have built lives among people they thought were friends are treated like they don’t belong anymore. Watching those videos makes something in

Jillian Aurora
Dec 7, 20252 min read


When Borders Closed Quietly: How Mobility Contracts Before Collapse
Freedom of movement rarely depends on a single unlocked door. To leave a country, you need some combination of valid documents, access to your money, functioning transportation, permission to cross borders, and somewhere on the other side willing to receive you. Under ordinary circumstances, those systems work so quietly together that we experience movement as a simple personal choice. We decide to go somewhere, buy a ticket, gather whatever documents are necessary, and leave

Jillian Aurora
Nov 2, 20259 min read
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