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Those Who Left Germany
They aren't the Germans we usually talk about. They aren't the ones who endured suffering at the hands of the Nazis. They weren't hauled off to camps. They left before Germany became the horror show it did, not knowing what would develop. They were the Germans who left early. Leaving Before the Break was Obvious To leave Germany before the Nazis fully consolidated power was not, at first, an act that felt heroic or even definitively justified. It was lonely and far more ambig

Jillian Aurora
Jan 265 min read


2025 Reflections
This year, I walked through more grief than I thought I could handle. There were many moments when I was sure I would break. Sometimes I still feel like I might. This was not a year of gentle transition or peaceful endings. It was a year that felt cruel. I willingly left an ecosystem I loved more dearly than I had ever loved anything. I left a life that had grown thick with meaning and texture. I miss my dog and my old cat Hector with an ache that doesn’t leave. I miss feedin

Jillian Aurora
Jan 33 min read


Sitting With the Ache of It All
I’ve been carrying a heavy mix of emotions lately. Back home, in the streets where I grew up, innocent and hardworking Mexican immigrants are being taken into big unmarked trucks — disappeared under the cover of night. Families are left wondering where their loved one is and if they will ever see them again. Dreams are erased. People who have built lives among people they thought were friends are treated like they don’t belong anymore. Watching those videos makes something in

Jillian Aurora
Dec 7, 20252 min read


Grounded
In recent weeks, I’ve written about the quiet tightening of global mobility and the slow erosion of our ability to move freely through the world. For many, this idea feels dramatic, something that could never happen to U.S. citizens. But this week, we've seen yet another crack in our fragile system. The Federal Aviation Administration has announced plans to reduce air traffic by about ten percent across forty major U.S. airports. The reason is not a storm or security threat,

Jillian Aurora
Nov 8, 20253 min read


When Borders Closed Quietly: How Mobility Contracts Before Collapse
Freedom of movement rarely disappears in one day. It erodes through a slow tightening of systems, long before the public recognizes what’s happening. The Warning Signs Always Look Ordinary Every era believes it will see the signs coming. People assume that if things ever turned dangerous or authoritarian, it would be obvious. There would be soldiers in the streets, televised declarations, unmistakable rupture. But history shows otherwise. The loss of mobility, the quiet seali

Jillian Aurora
Nov 2, 20255 min read
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