A year ago, I wrote about why I chose Romania. I wrote about democracy indexes and homicide rates, immigration pathways and cost of living. I wrote about the Carpathians reminding me of the Appalachians, about history that was still being lived instead of preserved behind museum glass, and about choosing my home carefully because I couldn’t afford to uproot my life over again. I still believe in all of that research. Maybe even more than I did then. But a year is long enough

For more than a decade, I dreamed of living in Europe. I imagined old cities, village life, traditions shaped over generations, and the possibility of building a life that felt a little more intentional. When we finally moved to Romania, it wasn’t an impulsive escape or a sudden reinvention. It was something I had been moving toward for a very long time. What I couldn’t fully imagine was everything that would come after the move itself. The past year has involved immigration

They are not the Germans we usually talk about when we remember the Nazi era. They are not primarily remembered through deportations, ghettos, or camps, although some who initially escaped would later be caught by the German advance across Europe. They were among those who left Germany while the future was still uncertain: Jews, political opponents, academics, writers, artists, professionals, and others who understood that something fundamental had changed before anyone could

This year, I walked through more grief than I thought I could handle. There were many moments when I was sure I would break. Sometimes I still feel like I might. This was not a year of gentle transition or peaceful endings. It was a year that felt cruel. I willingly left an ecosystem I loved more dearly than I had ever loved anything. I left a life that had grown thick with meaning and texture. I miss my dog and my old cat Hector with an ache that doesn’t leave. I miss feedin

Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? (Should old friends be forgotten and never remembered?) Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And auld lang syne? (Should old relationships be forgotten, and the time we shared long ago?) For auld lang syne, my jo, For auld lang syne, (For the sake of old times, my dear, for the sake of what has been,) We’ll tak a cup o’ kindness yet, For auld lang syne. (we’ll still share a drink of goodwill for the sake of old tim

I learned this morning that I may be living among remnants left by the children who followed the Pied Piper and disappeared more than seven hundred years ago. The streets I walk through in Brașov, the old walls and churches, and the fortified villages scattered across Transylvania belong in part to a world built by German-speaking settlers who migrated east during the Middle Ages. And the leading historical explanation for one of Europe’s strangest medieval mysteries is that

Immigration is often framed as a decisive break, the before and the after, but that framing hasn't matched my lived reality. What I have experienced instead is a long, unsettled middle. An experience where one foot remains planted in what I lost (or still attempting to untangle from), while the other figures out how to step into a life that is still forming. This in-between space is not dramatic or cinematic. It is quiet, demanding, and persistent. It follows me through ordin

People often ask why I chose Romania, and I always have trouble giving a short answer because there wasn’t one reason. It was the result of a lot of research into what actually makes a country livable: safety, political stability, cost of living, healthcare, immigration, infrastructure, and the realities of daily life. But I was also looking for somewhere I could imagine genuinely enjoying my life. I cared about landscape, seasons, history, culture, community, and whether I t

I’ve been carrying a heavy mix of emotions lately. Back home, in the streets where I grew up, innocent and hardworking Mexican immigrants are being taken into big unmarked trucks — disappeared under the cover of night. Families are left wondering where their loved one is and if they will ever see them again. Dreams are erased. People who have built lives among people they thought were friends are treated like they don’t belong anymore. Watching those videos makes something in

Thanksgiving used to be one of the most intentional days of my year. Not because of patriotism or tradition—actually the opposite. For a decade, I opened my home to anyone who wanted a place to land. My table wasn’t about turkey or spectacle; it was an annual practice in truth-telling and community. I cooked Indigenous foods, played PBS’s We Shall Remain , and held space for conversation about the real history of the holiday. It was part education, part ritual, and part quiet

My need to explain myself was louder when I was younger. My confidence filled rooms, asserting things I only half understood, held opinions the way you hold something you're not sure you're allowed to put down. I look back at some of those positions and wince. But I was also learning something in that period that took years to finish learning: what my own voice actually sounds like when it isn't performing for a room. Over time, my fire settled into something steadier and mor

In the United States, higher education is supposed to represent possibility. For many people, it feels more like a locked gate with a price tag hanging from the handle. Families watch tuition climb into numbers that once would have sounded absurd, while students are asked to make enormous financial decisions before their adult lives have properly begun. Some eventually decide that college “just isn’t for them,” not because they lack curiosity, ambition, or ability, but becaus

Romania stands at a cultural crossroads. It is a member of the European Union, governed by European human-rights obligations and increasingly connected to a continent where LGBTQ+ rights have expanded dramatically over the past generation. At the same time, it remains a deeply traditional country in many respects, shaped by Orthodox Christianity, family-centered social expectations, the complicated inheritance of communism, and a strong instinct toward privacy in personal lif

If you’re reading this because you’re considering a move abroad, or because you already have and are still processing that decision, I understand why history might become part of the question. It certainly became part of mine. I spent a long time in the historical record before I felt clear about my own decision, looking at what people had done when governments became unstable, institutions weakened, or the political future of a country became frighteningly uncertain. What I

Freedom of movement rarely depends on a single unlocked door. To leave a country, you need some combination of valid documents, access to your money, functioning transportation, permission to cross borders, and somewhere on the other side willing to receive you. Under ordinary circumstances, those systems work so quietly together that we experience movement as a simple personal choice. We decide to go somewhere, buy a ticket, gather whatever documents are necessary, and leave

This message is an invitation to stay awake. The world is shifting quickly, and uncertainty has a way of making people search for a deadline. The question keeps surfacing: How long do we have? How long before leaving becomes harder, before circumstances change, before the options available today are no longer available tomorrow? I don’t think anyone can answer that honestly. There is no reliable countdown, and history does not give us a neat sequence of stages that tells us w

If you’re carrying U.S. student loan debt and dreaming of a life abroad, conventional financial advice can make the dream feel irresponsible before you’ve even begun. Pay your debts. Protect your credit. Make extra payments. Become financially secure. Then, someday, you will have earned enough freedom to make the choices you actually want. That sequence may make sense when becoming debt-free is realistically a few years away, but it looks very different when repayment will st

This message isn’t meant to alarm. I write because I wholeheartedly believe in informed self-determination, and part of that means being willing to look directly at uncomfortable information without either exaggerating it or explaining it away. There is a strange pressure in uncertain times to choose between panic and denial, as though acknowledging that something concerns us means assuming the worst, while remaining calm requires us to insist that everything is probably fine

Most foreigners researching a move to Romania quickly encounter the D-type long-stay visa. The process usually described online begins outside the country: determine your reason for moving, assemble the required documents, apply through a Romanian consulate, receive the long-stay visa, enter Romania, and then complete the process for temporary residence through the Inspectoratul General pentru Imigrări, or IGI. Spend enough time reading relocation websites and expat forums an

One of the things I hear most often when I talk about emigrating is, “I could never afford to do that.” Sometimes that’s true. Moving to another country costs money, and depending on the kind of life someone needs, it can cost quite a lot of it. But I also think many Americans have absolutely no idea what moving abroad actually costs. The idea itself sounds expensive enough that we stop there, without ever getting far enough to find out whether the number we are imagining bea